又是新的一年来到了,顺便在这里说说过去的一年吧.
2011年,对我来说简直是天翻地覆的改变.
虽然带着很大的彷徨和迷茫,甚至有时候会有恐惧,但是我终于能骄傲的说一句,我自己独立了.
由一个什么事情都要问家里人的半废人变成了多少能照顾除了自己以外人的一个那啥!
好吧,实际上我也不知道那啥该用什么词语来填补.
感觉自己蛮被动的,很多时候都是为了别人而改变,为了别人而活.什么时候才能鼓起勇气自己做一个像样的决定呢?
或许是10年前的错误选择让我彻底害怕了吧.
不管怎样,主动也好被动也罢,改变已经发生了,我也不愿意再回头变成原先那个糊里糊涂的自己.
带着希望往前继续走吧.
这么多年，再次回到这里
4 年前
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Ok, I don't think this one should be left exposed to the public during their first glance, but whatever, adding a reply wouldn't hurt.
I'm going to visit Taiwan *AGAIN* with my Girlfriend *AGAIN!!* who is a Taiwanese *AGAIIIIN!!!* in 3 days. But, this time with a totally different mood.
Long story short, our first meeting was a coincidence, wouldn't surprise me if you label it a "meeting of destiny"--- any part missing will result in a totally different story.
She helped me improved myself during the last year, well sometime with her spartan ways, lol. Can't say it felt good at first, but now I can pick up the pace, she really did help me a lot and I owe her my appreciation.
Oh, one side note on some incident I picked up yesterday... I'll just put part of the conversation here.
"So, do you feel something like... getting the revenge, or pleased watching things end in the way you predicted?"
"Somewhat, but I no longer get my pleasure from watching people suffer. Especially those being close once. Furthermore, that one's following my bloody steps left a few years back... Well, when she treated me that way back then, she was investing into wishing one day being treated by others exactly the same way..."
Sarcastic huh? It's the truth.
另提一下的是,乱走的时候发现一条针对我的吐糟,看看时间都是2009年的了,那次充值魔兽被改密码然后还被反咬一口说我偷窃帐号.反正理由随人编嘛,当时分道扬镳的时候谁知道对方是用什么理由在说得.
嘛,都是陈年往事,不过联系到上面发生的事情,真的觉得做人还是厚道一点,谁知道哪天自己做的事情会反过来落到自己头上.到时候真的发生,连抱怨的资格都没有只有硬着头皮扛下来.老天是公平的.
话说回来了,也算是适逢其会,没那次被A走帐号,我也不会定居在天空之墙,也不会遇到现在的另一半,塞翁失马焉知非福.
都30的人了,希望你也能真正成熟起来.
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